Coret-coret

teeeheeee~~ heLLo bLogger. agak lama sda tidak coret2 dalam blog ni. huhu. first thing first, sa maw bgtau eLaun kami yg ''berjuta'' ringgit tu sda kluar (kenen) minggu lepas bersamaan hari Khamis, 26 Jan 2012. YAY YAY! excited ada FULUS sda. $$$$$$  sem ini sy bertekad utk tdk membazir dan boros (memandangkn sa ni kakitangan shopping dan kuat mkn), lagi2 bnyk maw pakai duit utk p praktikum bulan Mac nnti. hoho.. dan sem ini juga ada lawatan d KK 4 hari (boringggggggnyerrr) dan maw pg melancong d Pulau Mabul utk aktiviti tutorial. weheeeee~ happy2! maw buang duit =.='

oya,minggu lalu sy holiday 1week. bnyk aktiviti2 besh giler yg telah dilakukan :P cthnya,

1. Pg retret Seminar Hidup Baru Dalam Roh di Kaingaran, Tambunan (3hari 2mlm). owh, superb!! sgt best! lama sda x pg Kaingaran, finally sy smpi jg dsana bersama 5 org kwn dr IPG (Montuk, Dera, Mark, Sandro n DDy). Thnx guys utk hari2 indah tersebut. next time lg aa kt pg. *wink *wink!

2. Hangout wif BFF! owh yeah! time sy klaur ni ter'ngam2 eLaun kluar. naaaa, pa lagi. blanja duit sana-sini. pg tgk wayang Underworld 4 yg agak so-so (boring kot..Underworld 3 lg best. keciwaaa..), karaoke, makan McD, Body Shop perfume dan yang penting beli cat kuku baru (memandanggkan sy ni gila cat kuku). naaa,  puas hati!

3. Last week jg my uncle got engaged.. syukur bertunang jg dia akhirnya, padahal 'tua' sda blum kawin2. hahah, apa ble bt jodoh lmbt smpai kn? minta2 jodoh sy awal sampai. sbb sy maw kawin awal... huhuhu~

4. Yesterday pula, kawan my mumy and sista pg salun dan bt spectacles at Karamunsing. Girls day kenen. I bought a new ready made black baju kurung moden... and a pair of Adidas sock. itu seja? owh yeah.. buang duit lg beratus ringgit. tahniah eLvy!

5. Last but not least, last week sy bnyk mkn buah-buahan. Durian adalah x smpi 10 biji, manggis, jambu dan bambangan.. slurppp! talan2 air liur. laparrrrrrr la pla. ohou~~~

ba Ok, cukup sda sy merepek. demikian la saja coretan sy utk malam Ahad ini. Paham2 saja la aa Sabahan sLang ni yer... peace no war! owh, I miss my Mico. uhuk3:(

I am not that easy.

Am I that easy for you? Think again cause I'm not. Please bear that in your mind. Btw, sorry for my words but I mean it. It's up to you now to believe it or not, to continue for it or not. Its your choice, not me..

 ~_~''

Good Night World

Seriously Spontaneous Thursday #3

Dear Miss Elvyyyyy..

You know what your problem is?

You get attached, fast! And once you're attached to someone,

you do everything you can to please them and make them happy.

Its' never been about what you want,

It's always everyone's needs before your own.

You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them.

They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover.

But you are okay with that, because they are in your life and that's all you ever really wanted.

And even they screw you over, you'll still be there for him, for them.

Because that's what you, that's who you are.

Once you got attached to someone, they capture your heart and they always have a place there.

And that's is why it is so hard for you to let go...

And that's is also why you looked 'pathetic'! 

Wake up! Tolonglah sedar diri!

   -yOu don't deserve me-
@ baLung 2012

Wordless Wednesday #7

Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.............

Based on true story..

KOTA KINABALU - Ini adalah kisah seorang gadis kolej muda yg meninggal dunia bulan lepas di Kota Kinabalu.. Namanya Agnes(bkn nma sbnar). Dia telah dilanggar oleh sebuah lori. Dia seorang yang ceria. Dia mempunyai teman lelaki yang bernama Eldi(bkn nma sbnar). Mereka sangat mencintai satu sama lain. Mereka sentiasa bercakap di telefon. Kamu tidak akan nampak dia tanpa telefon bimbit.... Malah dia juga mengubah talian dari Maxis ke Digi, supaya kedua-duanya boleh di rangkaian yang sama dan jimatkan kos. Agnes menghabiskan separuh dari setiap harinya bercakap dlm telefon bersama Eldison.

Keluarga Agnes tahu mengenai hubungan mereka. Malah Eldison jg sangat rapat dgn keluarga Agnes. (Cuba bayangkan ikatan cinta mereka) Sebelum dia meninggal dunia dia selalu memberitahu rakan-rakannya “Jika saya meninggal dunia, tolong kubur saya bersama telefon bimbit saya” dia juga berkata perkara yg sama kepada ibu bapanya. Slps kematiannya, orang tidak dapat mengangkat mayatnya, walaupun telah mencuba sedaya upaya, tetapi masih tidak boleh. Semua orang telah mencuba untuk mengangkat mayatnya, tetapi hasilnya tetap sama.

Akhirnya, mereka memanggil seorang lelaki iaitu kawan bapanya yang dikatakan boleh memanggil dan bercakap dengan roh orang yang sudah meninggal. Lelaki itu mengambil sebatang kayu dan mula bercakap kepada dirinya perlahan-lahan .. Selepas beberapa minit, lelaki tersebut mengatakan “gadis ini tertinggal sesuatu di sini.” Kemudian rakan-rakannya memberitahu lelaki itu tentang niat utk mengubur mayat Agnes bersama telefonnya. Dia kemudian membuka keranda dan meletakkan telefon dan kad sim di dalam kerandanya.

Selepas itu, mereka cuba untuk mengangkat mayat Agnes dan ternyata ianya menjdi mudah lalu membawanya ke dalam van. Mereka semua terkejut. Ibu bapa Agnes tidak memaklumkan Eldison bhw Agnes telah meninggal dunia .. slps 2 minggu, Eldison menelefon ibu Agnes .. Eldison : “Auntie, saya dtg ke rumah hari ini .. masak sedap-sedap ya. Jangan bagi tahu Agnes yg saya akan datang rumah hari ini, saya nak bagi dia surprise.” Ibu Agnes menjawab ...”Kamu dtg lah ke rumah dulu, auntie ingin beritahu kamu sesuatu yang sangat penting.” Setelah dia datang, mereka memberitahu kebenaran tentang Agnes.

Eldison menganggap mereka sedang bergurau dengannya. Dia ketawa dan berkata “jangan cuba tipu saya - suruh Agnes keluar sekarang, saya ada hadiah untuknya. Hentikan semua kekarutan ini.” Kemudian mereka menunjukkan sijil kematian asal kepadanya. Mereka menunjukkan bukti supaya dia percaya. (Eldison mula berpeluh) Eldison berkata ... “Tidak benar .. kami telah bercakap hari ini .. Dia masih menelefon saya. Eldison terketar-ketar. Tiba-tiba, telefon Eldison berbunyi .. “Lihat ini adalah dari Agnes, lihat ini ...” dia menunjukkan telefon kepada keluarga Agnes.

Semua mereka menyuruhnya menjawab panggilan tersebut. Dia bercakap menggunakan mod pembesar suara .. Kesemua mereka mendengar perbualannya. Kuat dan jelas, tanpa sebarang gangguan. Memang suara sebenar Agnes & tidak mungkin orang lain boleh menggunakan sim kad itu kerana telah di kubur bersama mayat Agnes. Mereka sangat terkejut lalu memanggil semula lelaki iaitu kawan bapa Agnes (yang boleh bercakap dengan roh orang mati) utk membantu. Beliau membawa tuannya untuk menyelesaikan perkara ini. Dia & tuannya bekerja selama 5 jam. Kemudian mereka menemui satu perkara yang benar-benar mengejutkan mereka .... Digi mempunyai liputan yang terbaik “Ke mana pun anda pergi, rangkaian kami tetap akan ikut!! :D

GOTCHA!! hehehe :PPP

The truth lies

 

One of the hardest part in life is forcing yourself to forget the things 

that made you happy just because it's over..

 Instead of wishing you were someone else, be proud of who you are,

you never know whose been looking at you and 

wishing they could be you.

The HARDEST task in the world is convincing yourself you don't care, 

when in all actuality, you know with your entire being that you do.

Be proud of every scar on your Heart.

Each one holds a lifetime's worth of lessons.

Strange Feeling

Dear God...

I have this some kind of strange feeling strikes me right now. My hearts beats so fast and it might explodes from my chest at anytime. I really don't know what is this all about. But it kept bothering me since this evening. I can feel that something bad will happen sooner or later, and I totally don't know what it is. Dear God, can You help me to figure it out? I'm so scared and tears keep falling. I pray to you, please protect my beloved families. Fill them with you Holy Spirit. My Father, my sweet Lord, help me in all my actions. Grant me a peaceful and calm heart; preserve me from any evil thoughts. Amen. 

 

Songs that make me emo #1

P/s: Hit the pause button at the bottom b4 proceed. tQ^^

Seriously, this video clips left a mark in my hearts.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ‘em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

 ...... this reminds me of how I like this 'someone' who I know will never return my feelings because,,,,,,, 

Even though we talk naturally,

I keep wishing one day he would open his eyes

and show it..

or else not seeing that loving you,

that's what I will trying to do......

Live your life! as well as mine!

Look at you. You’re young. And you’re scared.
Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed.
Stop swallowing your words.
Stop caring what other people think.
Wear what you want.
Say what you want.
Listen to the music you want to listen to.
Play it loud and dance to it.
Stop waiting for Friday.
Live now.
Do it now.
Take risks.

Tell secrets.
This life is yours.
When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want?

What animal are u?

January 01 - 09 ~ Dog
January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse
January 25 - 31 ~ Lion

February 01 - 05 ~ Cat
February 06 - 14 ~ Dove
February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle
February 22 - 28 ~ Panther

March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey
March 13 - 15 ~ Lion
March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse
March 24 - 31 ~ Cat

April 01 - 03 ~ Dog
April 04 - 14 ~ Panther
April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse
April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle

May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey
May 14 - 21 ~ Dove
May 22 - 31 ~ Lion

June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse
June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle
June 15 - 20 ~ Dog
June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey
June 25 - 30 ~ Cat

July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse
July 10 - 15 ~ Dog
July 16 - 26 ~ Dove
July 27 - 31 ~ Cat

August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse
August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle

September 01 - 14 ~ Dove
September 15 - 27 ~ Cat
September 28 - 30 ~ Dog

October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey
October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle
October 28 - 31 ~ Panther

November 01 - 16 ~ Lion
November 17 - 30 ~ Cat

December 01 - 16 ~ Dog
December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey
December 26 - 31 ~ Dove

If you are a Dog : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.

 

If you are a Mouse : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

 

If you are a Lion : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. Popular and easy-going. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. People love the way you always treat them. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!!

If you are a Cat : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Turtle : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

 
If you are a Dove : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Panther : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situation and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Monkey : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!

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 Mine is a 'Panther'. What animal r u?

Anyohaseyo 2012!

Shallom! Hello! Anyohaseyo! Hamsamedan! 2012!

naaaaaa,, masuk la tahun kedua saya berblog. hello semua! baru hari ini.. akhirnya.. saya dapat mengupadate blog... rindu sudah ^^,
sebelum tu, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012! SELAMAT TAHUN BARU! semoga tahun ini kita akan bertambah gembira, dilimpahi berkat yang berlipat ganda, diberikan kesihatan yang baik dan dimurahkan rezeki. Ba, jd apalah azam kamu tahun ini? bg saya.. banyak azam saya yang masih belum tercapai tahun lalu jadi saya proceed la pg tahun ini. bolehkah tu aa? hehehe..azam terbesar saya tahun ini ialah, KOREA!!! :PP

Memandangkan saya sudah kembali semula ke kampus a.k.a IPG ini, maka boleh la saya kembali aktif untuk berblog semula. Line da OK. Masa free pun banyak (buat masa sekarang sahaja). Sooooo, yeah! btw, minta maaf kepada pembaca yg blog walking disini tapi hampa apa pun takda kan. huhu..
Oya, I have a good news! I'll be back home this Chinese New Year! YEHAAAAA! walaupun tiket flight meningkat mahal, tp memandangkan saya ni anak "siLver" (cehhhh...) maka saya telah dilarang untuk menaiki bas 10jam ke KK.. apalagi perjalanan di waktu malam. 

P/s: Prinsip saya, duit boleh dicari tetapi masa berharga untuk bersama keluarga dimana mahu cari??. kerana apapun boleh terjadi... Sekian. ^_____^

...teruskan melawat ^^,