Everyday is a second chance

happy morning! hey its weekend people! teehee ~ ~ ~

I woke up early this morning, as early as 5 am. Thanks to my biological clock.. yeah!

Btw, I kinda regret for sleep too early last night, maybe I should say sorry to him. I promise to have a call on the phone but... at the end of the day, I lost on the bed dreaming... zzzzzzzz

Today I will full-fill my day with school stuffs.. yeah you know, writing lesson plan for next week class, updating my portfolio, printing, etc... bla bla bla.. =='

being at SK. Bukit Quoin for my third phase of practicum was awesome* mabye..
For the first week it was just Okay*, still trying to adapt myself with the school environment, the teachers are friendly, the foods, hurmmmm *sigh* compared to SK. Kem Kabota, I only gave them 5 out of 10!
 oh the kids at school are cute and innocent too. miahaha.. 

"Cikgu, cantik la cikgu, comel la.. cikgu Elizabeth.."
Cikgu Elizabeth? hahaha, class please call me teacher Elvy okay,

I thought I had the simplest name on earth ==' 

anyway, cant wait to teach them though.. ^___^

and that's it, HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND everyone!

enjoy it while you still can, remember everyday is a second chance :D

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY #16

Mico, I'll miss u so bad! :(

Dearest FAMILY, I love you!

Turning 2* next month but right now I cry like tomorrow is the end of the world..  *crying baby la sampai tua ni! New year is about start but when I think about leaving my family and rest of the members including my pets really make me down to earth. Why is this feeling strikes too much ah? Seeing mummy and daddy falling asleep at the living rooms just now is like I won’t going to see them for another hundreds years. Damn. I will see them in three months from now ba. but why? why I can’t endure this too much sad feeling ah? Yes, I couldn't agree more. Family is the most important thing in my entire life right now. I can’t wait for this year to end so that I can spend the rest of my life with them before posting next year. Mum and Dad wait for me OK! I promise I will give both of you a better life! I promise!  And to my dearest sister, I hope you will find a job that will suit you. I wish you to have a better life cause you are getting older..hihi~ One more thing, please treat mummy well ah, she complains something about you lately but I remain in silent, just don’t want to drown us in tears..

Precious gift from God :)

Send my regards to the rest of our family members, I love them so much. Please tell them to pray for me, especially for my final battle year. I am so nervous to death right now ni. Don’t know if I can make it to the end or not. Last but not least.. feeds Mico, Possum and Chipii lots of good foods kio, let them getting fat not you. hehe…

Pray for me, pray for my journey..
Let us keep our faith burning in this Year of Faith. Amen.

I love all of you..

Lots of love, ev <3

Teeeheeee~~

Thank God, its already Friday! yihaaa! 

Thank God I'm still alive in this cruel world of mine!

Omoooo.. sekarang saya sangat lapar. SASAU berada di dalam fikiran sejak pagi tadi..

 Oh... aku ingin makan benda itu.. hurmmm~

Going to Sam's house at 2pm this evening, I wish to eat lotsa foods there *even though tiada SASAU!* 

tp yang penting saya dapat makan sadap!

#Sabahansays tapunnnnnnn tapunnnnnnn dulu kio..

Bumi balung dilanda hujan ketika ini, kenapalah tiada ribut?? Buli saya ber'hibernate =.=' LoL

Ketika ini juga sedang khatam subjek ELE3104 English Language Teaching yang agak killer so-so. 

The truth is *saya pun tidak faham apa yang saya baca ini* 

nvm, ELVY VALERIE fighting!!!

Btw, otak saya sebenarnya bergeliga untuk merancang aktiviti2 semasa cuti dua bulan nanti.
First thing first, I regret that I didn't come for the BR1M interview last Wednesday at LHD.. kalau tidak, RM59 salary per day waiting for me in hand! hurmmm. tepala.. Tuhan bilang bukan rezeki saya.. ceh mcm confirm dapat kan.. haha :D

Second thing, saya perlu kumpul semua Movies, Korean Dramas and TV Series yang best dari kengkawan sebagai bekalan yang hendak ditonton sepanjang musim cuti.. but problem is, both of my external already limited space sudah. gara-gara RUNNING MAN yang memakan beberapa puluhratus G. Maybe I should buy my 3rd external next year =.=''

Next, I want to cooking like a pro at home. Well my interest in cooking and experimenting foods growing incredibly since I stay outside for 2 months during my practicum. Banyak resepi baru mahu dimasak ni, especially Western foods.. 

Mum and dad, you should be proud of me.

Saya pandai masak sudah! cehhhh~ hehehe :D :D :D

Paling penting time cuti nanti saya mau reunion and hangout with my old school bestfriends!

saya rindu gila~gila sudah sama dorang. 

Sabar kamu ahhh, tidak lama lagi saya akan balik dengan tenang!

oya.. Me, O'mel and Coner (my bestfriends at KML, Labuan) plan untuk jumpa di KK during holiday!

ni kali lahhh.. after 4 years tidak jumpa... 

I am super speechless and damn excited!

SUNGAI BABAGON! ini lagi salah satu destinasi yang akan dituju nanti time cuti2 malaysia bersama Rosalia and the geng. Baaa, ada lagi yang mau join? plan untuk ater rafting di Sungai Kiulu macam tidak jadi pula atas sebab-sebab keselamatan. *saya dgr2 ada buaya* yaiiii scary..

 nasib saya come back in one piece hari tu. miahaha~~

On December once again akan menjejakkan kaki ke bumi Kuching Sarawak for my sister convocation day. 

Congrats ELSIE VIVIAN! 

*bila awak nak kerja ni? teringin pula nak makan SASAU kat kedai Ching Fah!*

Ok, setakat itu saja laporan cuti-cuti Malaysia. 

Thank God its Friday again and thank You for the other days also..

~teheeeee~

Have a great weekends creatures!

Wordless Wednesday #15

Thousand times maybe

I tend to believe the best of people and that's why I've been hurt so many times, damn easy to get hurt.

 yaa, that's me. =.=" screw me.

Recently, after SYD 3, I've make the best decision that I thing that would be the best for me. But at the end of the day, I let it happened again. My mistake. How many mistake should I do for the same reason huh???

 Is this what's we called God's will? Is this what He really want me to do? I had no idea. Right now I'm still struggling with myself, forgiveness, happiness and healing memories. I pray not to look back again. 

NOT TO LOOK BACK AGAIN! 

But still, I am stuck in my own world and just don't have a place to go..

Dear God :(

 "If you don't know what you're doing, pray to the Father. He loves to help. 

You'll get his help, and won't be condescended to when you ask for it.

Ask boldly, believing without a second thought."

James 1:5

Honestly..

We used to be so close...

and now we looked each other like we barely know each other.

I used to come to you with all my secrets..

but a lot has changed this year,

I do not know what's wrong.

Maybe it comes from me.

and it tears me up that somewhere along the way I lost you as a 'bestfriend'. 
"bestfriend ?"

I don't think that things can ever go back to the way we were before,

and I can honestly say that I miss you..  </3
I am sorry..

Looooooooong time No C!

dear BLOGGER!

hai!!

bonjour!!

hola!

salve!

lama suda berkubu ni blog, jadi zombie sda, mcm the WALKING DEAD! hahaha. ampun beribu ribu ampun. well, the truth is, I've been so busy with my first practicum since March, continue with a bundles of assignments and going through to my semester 5 final exams. and then my 3 weeks HOLIDAY.

*to sum up.. cakap saja sebenarnya sa malas mengupdate blog, lost some passion into blogging =.=' *

btw, semester ni adalah semester 6 tahun ke-3. tahun depan FINAL YEAR!! kemonnnnnn... x sabar maw kahwin.. tetttt.. apa kes.. hohoho :P eh, sememangnya banyak kes yang berlaku semenjak beberapa bulan ni tanpa disedari. ada yang baik dan ada yang paling burukkkkkkkkkkkk. ok forget it.

baru saja habis menjalani praktikum Fasa 2 selama 2 bulan di SK.KEM KABOTA, TAWAU. satu-satunya sekolah yang terletak di dalam kem askar di tawau ni. hoho.. le me impression about this school?

HEAVEN OF FOODS!! hahaha

Back to real life. tggl 3 minggu lagi saya akan kembali ke kampung halaman untuk bercuti hujung tahun. 

oWh yeahhh!

exam is just around the corner but now saya masih dalam mood "berlugai-lugai" kata orang sabah style.

tunggu dewa "porm" datang then saya akan mula study. lagipun semester ni cuma ada 3 paper ja.

soooo.. kekekeke.. enjoy2 dulu, yang penting jangan turun pointer.

baaa,, sekian laporan.. kita jumpa lagi. saya harap saya akan rajin mengupdate selepas ini sebab terlalu banyak cerita yang tidak dapat diungkapkan hanya dengan hati dan perasaan.. cehhh..

adios!!

au revoir!!

cheerio!!

Wordless Wednesday #13

One word: EXHAUSTED!

Seperti pelangi sehabis hujan.

Duduk lama disini… termenung dan merenung.

Kurasakan seperti ada sesuatu yang hilang.

Tapi aku tidak punya kekuatan untuk mengetahuinya.

Aku datang bertemu padaNya hari ini.

Tapi hatiku masih resah saat ini.

Dimanakah damai dan sukacita yang kucari selama ini?

Mengapa begini kehidupan yang kualami?

Apakah yang Engkau kehendaki aku lakukan?

Inikah rencanaMu untukku?

Mengapa cobaan ini begitu berat kurasakan?

Maafkan aku kerana persoalan-persoalanku ini. 

Kerana aku tahu, ia tidak seberat dengan dosaku yang Kau tanggung selama ini.

Aku masih disini...berjanji.

Tetap setia menunggu dan menanti.

Akan damai dan kegembiraan yang Engkau janjikan.

Seperti pelangi sehabis hujan...

Sinyum ni matcam!

SAYA SUDAH BERTEKAD!

 MAW SENYUM LEBAR HARI-HARI MACAM NI.

JUST LIKE PATRICK DID!

^________________________^

Hye Mr.April! Don't try to fool me!

Does it bother you that we barely talk or is it just me?

Cause...

I am too tired to hold on..

My friends think I'm moving on

But the truth is I'm not that strong

and nobody knows it but me

But if you're happy, I'll get through somehow

But the truth is that I've been screaming out :"(

Hye Mr.April Be nice to me ok! Don't you ever try to fool me like what Mr.March have done to me! T.T

Yesterday's Lessons

I learnt a new lessons yesterday. 

(Saturday: 24th March 2012)

First lesson: No phone call in a car.

Second lesson: No radio and musics allowed.

Third lesson: When people is mad, you act like a retard and cheer them up!

Forth lesson: When people give you something, take and appreciate it.

Fifth lesson: FORgive and FORget.

That's what I have learnt so far....

THANK YOU LIFE FOR THE LESSONs. I did learn a lot!

^^

Wordless Wednesday #12

<3

When the right time comes..

.......It is completely normal to fear failure, to fear rejection, to fear the future, but it should never stop you from accomplishing a dream, making a friend, or confessing your love. Nothing is for certain and anything can happen.

Isn't that what makes life exciting?? It's reality right??

Not knowing what will happen next and even though people will tell you it is impossible, will point and laugh at your ways, and will crush your heart over and over again, you will continue to chase your dreams, make as many friends as possible and pray that when  you find that special someone, they will blush for a moment, twiddle their thumbs, and look into your eyes and say, 

"I love you too".... 

Tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I tried

I am tired

Saya si kucing malas..

"............................................................................................................"

Laying on my bed, doing nothing, on9 and staring at the laptop screen.

OMG! I am too lazy tonight, lazy, so lazy.... I mean seriously lazy lazy lazyyyyyyy... 

I lost my track, I lost my motivation..

And SERIOUSLY I need them back...

Aduiiiii, give me some motivation please T_T 

I have a lot, I mean lotsa lotsa work need to be done before the coming holidays, before going to my first practicum...

But now, end up laying.. 

with this uncertainty mixed ups and downs feeling...

tulunggggggggggggg... uwaaaaaaaaaa T_T

Me!

Me malas!

Me again!

Me kucing gumuk O_O

Me kuat tidur!

Me juga???!


+_____________________+

2*rd birthday and Ash Wednesday :D

Hello bloggers! first thing first...

Happy 1st Sunday of Lent!
(^______^) 

Have a blessed weekends and the coming weekdays!

Last week we went to KayKay for our Program Lawatan Sambil Belajar (PJM Course) 

for 4 days and 3 nights. Phewww~ what a long and tiring journey.

 My very 1st time 13hours in a bus!! -__-'

 Btw, I am glad to be back!

Here I am again... at my "beloved IPG" updating my blog! yehaaa XD!

 Flash back to February 22nd
 22.2.12 

yeah! It was my 2*rd birthday and it was the beginning of the lent season, Ash Wednesday..

( OMG! I am getting older! uwaaaa~ I miss my super sweet 16!!!!)
-_____-"
(NVM, age is just a number ait? yg penting hati mesti sentiasa awet muda! kihaaa XD!)

Oya, during that day I got the chance to met my mum at her office
and that was the time when I received my greatest bday gift this year!
"A BIG BEAR HUG"

(after 5 years being apart during my bday..huhu..)

and some extra $$$ of course.hehehe :P
I really miss her now.. I wish I could stay at home but I just couldn't..

Have to wait till next holiday on March.. be patient vay!

Anyway, biggest love and thank you goes to my friends, families and cuzzies for their wishes, birthday songs, hugs, loves, cake and gifts..

I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart!

May God Bless You all!

Btw, I am still waiting for my piggy doll to arrive safely in my hand.
Bila boleh dapat aa?? :)

Talking about Ash Wednseday, the nine of us from the Roman Catholics students went to Scared Heart Church KayKay with our striking yellow t-shirt. awwww~

(where people around call us "Harimau Malaya" and "DG workes" akakaka. what a shame LoL:P)
and not to forget with mummy also...
Happy mode! =D

The ashes we receive on our foreheads on Ash Wednesday are the annual reminder of the passage of time and our constant need of repentance. 

Its the chance for us to come clean, to clear the air between us and God,

to repent our sins and to prepare ourselves for the Resurrection of Jesus Christ.
"Remember that you are dust and to dust you will return"
Amen.

Wanna take this opportunity wishing my family and friends in Christ,
Have a blessed Lent Season!

Friday.

T.G.I.F

Hari Jumaat. Hari bergembira berhujung minggu.

 But I don't feel the same.. I just don't have that feeling ~_~'

Something's bothering me.

dan...

Hari ni outing lagi, buang duit, derma duit.. 

TAHNIAH! ANDA BARU SAHAJA MENGHABISKAN DUIT KERAJAAN!!!

Vay.. bila mahu insaf!!!!?????
huh...

Refleksi kendiri saya pada hari ini ialah: 

* Manusia tidak harus mempergunakan sesama manusia untuk kebaikan diri mereka.

* Manusia tidak seharusnya hanya menilai daripada luaran diri seseorang sahaja.

* Manusia tidak harus bersikap bikin panas!

Selamat maLam..

Hujan baru sahaja membasahi bumi Balung. 

TIDUR ITU INDAH
TIDUR ITU NIKMAT
TIDUR ITU FANTASI
TIDUR ITU ANUGERAH

Attacking me again!

Termasuk malam ini, sudah dua kali saya diserang sakit kepala yang teramat sakit.. serangan gastrik? Hmmm, no need to say. Beberapa kali sudah diattack gastrik untuk bulan ni. Sehingga pada suatu hari terpaksa pergi klinik sebab sakitnya x surut2 dari malam sampai ke siang. Walaupun selepas makan? Owh, MA tu cakap bukan sebab tidak makan tetapi tidak ikut jadual makan yang betul. Almaklumlah saya ni makan tidak tentu hari, masa dan waktu. Makan ikut sedap mulut dan nafsu.. Nampaknya salah sudah waktu rembesan jus gaster dalam perut saya ni.. Memang saya perlu set semula jadual makan saya supaya kembali stabil.. 

dan serangan sakit kepala ini? Migraine ? I don't think so. Saya ni jarang2 mendapat serangan sakit kepala sebenarnya. Tapi bila sudah kena.. Naaaa, baru kau tahu betapa tingginya langit, rendahnya bumi, dalamnya lautan. Macam digerudi2 otakmu di dalam. Huhuhu.. adakah saya terlalu banyak berfikir sejak dua menjak ni? atau adakah ini menandakan umur saya semakin meningkat dengan cepatnya?? Mungkin. I really need to eat panadol right now, unfortunately I don’t have any. Totally out of stock. I wish to sleep forever now. Babai....