Retreat at Kaingaran, Tambunan

"Yesus Menjanjikan Penghiburan"

shaLLom dan saLam damai... ini pasal cerita pg Retreat d Kaingaran hari tu iaitu pada tanggal 21-23 Januari bertempat di Pertapaan Karmel Kaingaran, Tambunan. Bersama -sama dengan saudara dan saudari yang seiman iaitu miss Rozita and Dera with mr.Mark, Sandro dan Daddymus.. owh, terlalu banyak keajaiban dan Karunia Tuhan yang saya alami pada hari-hari indah tersebut, terutamnya sewaktu malam Pencurahan Roh Kudus... Karunia Roh Kudus dan Karunia berbahasa Roh merupakan suatu keindahan yang terdalam dapat saya alami di dalam namaNya. Pengalaman tersebut hanya saya yang mengetahui betapa besar kasihnya Tuhan. 

Thank You Jesus Lord :)

Sepanjang seminar Hidup Baru Dalam Roh, banyak perkara-perkara baru yang saya alami dan ketahui. Nampaknya saya ini begitu kecil di mata Tuhan.. 

tapi saya tahu Dia selalu ada untuk saya.

Salah satu ayat yang benar-benar menyentuh hati saya pada saat itu ialah ayat ini..

" Tuhan ada rencana untuk diri kita masing-masing"

Yaa, saya percaya Tuhan ada rencana untuk diri saya. Tuhan mempunyai sesuatu untuk diri saya. Saya percaya saatnya akan tiba.

dan hanya DOA yang dapat mengubah segala sesuatu yang terjadi.

Owh, i miss Kaingaran so much. 

Kerinduanku...

Wanna go there again, someday..

Ini gambar2 yang sempat di ambil spnjg retreat..

Ddy N Montuk. Faithbook :)

Lv n Montuk, writing our "Doa Permohonan".

Muka2  yang baru siap nangis :(

On our way to Grotto.

:)))

Sandro n Montuk.

Break time.

Kristus adalah pemenang kita semua!

Terima kasih untuk hari-hari yang indah  wahai kawan :)

P/s: Tuhan tidak pernah meninggalkan kita walau sesaat sekalipun. Jesus Bless us. 

Good night universe :)

Haunted.

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break

It's getting dark, and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you

He would try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead

Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't see you again
Something keeps me holding on to nothing

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted

I know, I know
I just know
You're not gone
You can't be gone, no

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't go back, I'm haunted

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break
Never thought I'd see it

Can't take it anymore.

Mixed feelings today.. too much ups and downs this week. I am trying hard to moving on ~.~''

I just hate the fact that there are certain freak human creature who wanna let me down to the bottom of this planet earth. what the hell of your problem with me? why are you so annoying? why cares about others people's life? wtf! Everyday I feels like I wanna cry out loud. Screaming to the whole world. If you don't know the entire story about me, please shut up your fucking mouth! Kenapa suka jadi batu api? kenapa suka buat2 cerita? wanna tell the whole world. Yea, pls do it as you wish! siLa tambah dosa.

And for you. growing up honey! unsatisfied? TELL ME! why stay in a 3D illusion of your world??! TELL ME what's wrong! Tell me what's the problem? don't leave me with uncertainty in my head.. Its totally make me sick! What else should I do to make you speak it out loud? btw, you never tried ACTUALLY. That's why you stuck in your own world. Living with your own prediction. Making your own assumption? Living with what others telling you. and you believe?

I can't take it anymore. Dear God, life is cruel even though I live my life to the fullest. It still cruel to me.. this world is cruel to me. I am still waiting for Your answer. What might it be? I can't stand it anymore. Please send me home or please send me to somewhere else. or maybe I die. *crying out loud*

I know I don't deserve anyone in my life. I shouldn't take life for granted. If you wanna go, its your choice then. Because...who am I to you??????

dear readers.. sorry for this melancholic confession. It's the only way to make me feel a lil bit better..